lists

i love making lists.
they can be pointless, it doesn't really matter.
i just love organising things from my head to paper.

i keep all my lists here.

procrastination.

ugh. why is maths such a hard subject to motivate yourself to study for?
and i really should study, because the word is that this test is really hard... :'(

i find myself fascinated with clara bow (the original 'it' girl) and old movie stars at the moment... they prove such a nicer alternative to studying maths...

she is gorgeous, is she not?

but i guess i should really try to live up to my model student (hahaha if only they knew...) reputation...

oops.

I haven't posted for quite a while...
And I am such a bad friend (not really).
I started up this other blog for my best friend in England, and said I would write in it every day...
and I haven't written in it since MONDAY. :(

Bad Jo.

i really enjoy talking to you james, you make a lot of sense to me. i wish i had gotten to know you sooner and better.


the end


oh and i am still looking for my own enlightenment.

how strange do you think i am?

This is so true.
At least for me anyways.
And I figure for the majority of most of my friends.

But you know what? I don't care.
We are who we are, and nothing anyone does is ever going to change that. :)

I get sent so much music. It is really cool. :)
Seriously, my music tastes have been educated so much in the past year and a bit by hanging out with the people I do.
I used to listen to strictly mainstream music, and now they are barely in any of my playlists. Acoustic and 'indie' all the way. :)

I was thinking about that today, the whole 'indie' thing. (Sorry, this is like, a MASSIVE tangent.) I was thinking, surely, everyone is 'indie' THEREFORE no one is indie. I don't even know, I confuse myself sometimes.

I had the conversation yesterday that made the least amount of sense and the most amount of sense. And it has been determined that I am NOT weird for trusting guys more than I trust girls with my secrets. Thanks for that Jacob. :)

cutie.

you sent me this. you always make me smile.

you might need to download the picture to see it better.

strike?

There was a teacher strike today.

I went to school anyway, because I told myself that I was TOTALLY gonna get all my work done. Ha. Yeah, right, I knew that it wasn't going to work like that, but whatever.

I got some work done, my Biol and ESS Biozone pages, I went to art and sorted some of that, and was not even 1/10 of the way through my maths when Mojo, Jaimee, Shuwei and Alanna came upstairs.

They were watching Hanazakari no Kimitachi e. HOLY CRAP. It is the funniest thing I have ever seen in my life.

We watched, like, 4 out of the 12 episodes. So that was the rest of the day gone.
Meh.
Oh well, it was a really good day.

And it kinda felt like last year too, what with the number of people and how close everyone was. Nearly, but not quite.

stripy.

If today had colours, it would be stripy.
Or zig-zag. Some ups, some downs, y'know?

Good bits=school in general, I am really liking it at the mo. The really hot guy at Creative Gen who seems to like me. Eating chicken satay with Nora. Seeing a strange little SMT girl at Creative Gen. Bitching about the obnoxious principal violinist who seems to think it is HER orchestra.

Bad bits=having to put up with said obnoxious principal violinist. Opening up old wounds, literal and metaphoric. The ouchy thumb is back. So are the swollen lips. So is the confusion about a particular person. And so is the homesickness.

Hahahaha, speaking of home, my other friends are getting all thrilled that this summer will be a hot one; it has finally gotten to 18 degrees. Here I am on the other side of the world and WINTER is hotter than that, about 23 degrees, and I am all rugged up. Must be going soft.

Also, good luck to my little friendlies who start their GCSEs today. Hard luck starting with Maths, at least you guys get it out of the way quickly.